Be careful because psychedelics are all about letting go of control and that can be hard for control freaks.
I'm not saying you are a control freak but OCD leads me to believe you're not far removed.
I know that I am one, so speaking from personal experience psychedelics can be frightening to a person who must control everything. You just have to tell yourself that you've taken a drug and there is a halflife of every drug.
It can't make you do anything, it can only change your perspective of what you want to do.
I'm not saying you are a control freak but OCD leads me to believe you're not far removed.
I know that I am one, so speaking from personal experience psychedelics can be frightening to a person who must control everything. You just have to tell yourself that you've taken a drug and there is a halflife of every drug.
It can't make you do anything, it can only change your perspective of what you want to do.