I’ve used ADs as a “band-aid”: something for three months or so at a time when necessary, to stop me a) killing myself [though thankfully it’s been a long long time since I had those intrusive thoughts] and b) giving me just enough “normality” to go and make whatever changes I can that pushed me in the direction of an episode or made an extant one worse, and lastly c) give me enough motivation that I can work properly with my psychologist/psychotherapist.
I’ve had very good “reasons” for my crippling depression, but usually I can’t see the forest for the trees to work out what it is while deep inside the episode.
Luckily for me, citalopram works with basically no side effects when taken for a couple of months. I’m glad that’s the case, but I’ve seen so many of my friends get no relief from ADs at all, along with so many (sometimes life altering!) side effects, that it makes me sad at times.
Lastly, buprenorphine is remarkable for me in terms of its anti depressive effect. Once monthly Buvidal injection not only solves my past issues with drug abuse, but neatly solves my depression. Fascinating stuff.
I’ve used ADs as a “band-aid”: something for three months or so at a time when necessary, to stop me a) killing myself [though thankfully it’s been a long long time since I had those intrusive thoughts] and b) giving me just enough “normality” to go and make whatever changes I can that pushed me in the direction of an episode or made an extant one worse, and lastly c) give me enough motivation that I can work properly with my psychologist/psychotherapist.
I’ve had very good “reasons” for my crippling depression, but usually I can’t see the forest for the trees to work out what it is while deep inside the episode.
Luckily for me, citalopram works with basically no side effects when taken for a couple of months. I’m glad that’s the case, but I’ve seen so many of my friends get no relief from ADs at all, along with so many (sometimes life altering!) side effects, that it makes me sad at times.
Lastly, buprenorphine is remarkable for me in terms of its anti depressive effect. Once monthly Buvidal injection not only solves my past issues with drug abuse, but neatly solves my depression. Fascinating stuff.